cruse.....

2day......26/12/2009,
i follow my second aunt 2 cruse.....
we play there very happy......
b4 we go, we take our breakfast at tim sum......
penang hard 2 find car park.....
so we park so far.....
after eat we need 2 rush 2 the car n go 2 the jetty.......
anthea leg too short so she run very slow......
me n er ku very fast.....
at the end, we reached the car n anthea very tired.....
haha....so funny.....
then we went 2 the jetty....
we r waiting for the boat......
at that time, joanne lim bf always take pic.....
crazy liao..... too wu liao le......
then after 5 minutes, the boat com adi......
we go in lo......
then the boat fetch us 2 the big ship n we need 2 walk in there by the narrow thing.....
wa.... so scared......
after go in the big ship, we take pic again.....
then we go 2 the hall n play bingo.....
anthea n joanne lim won......
then we go up 2 the open air n take pic.....
it is so fresh n we make so much of fun while taking pic......
after that, we take our lunch......
then we go 2 casino......
when i wanna go in.....
the guard ask joanne lim that how old am i.....
joanne lim tell him i am 21 years old....
n that stupid guard trust her......
then i go in n wlk around......
we met joanne lim mother n we stop by there 2 had a look.....
then the guard come n ask again.....
"how old r u??"
i answer him "21"....
then he say "okok..sorry...."
then he walk away.....
but they r still watching me......
then i just pretend nothing.....
but actually i am very scared.....
then we r not gamble.....
we don noe how 2 play....
then we go don noe wat heaven adi.....
the name is so special.....
but we go there......
it is juz like the ting-ting shop we play at mall.......
so funny.....
then we sat there n rest.....
at last we go back 2 the place which play bingo n litsen ppl singing k.....
then er ku ask me n anthea go buy snacks......
anthea n me go n buy 2.....
1 twistie n 1more don noe wat.....
that oso cost RM5.50.....
then we go back 2 er ku place.....
er ku ordered 1 coke n orange juice for me.....
it coct RM9......
then when 4.30 p.m......
there is a program for children.....
then we see lo.....
after that got show time.....
that is 4 ppl singing n making fun on the stage.......
the talk all dirty things.....
wat mao la, this mao la........
yer......
then after it finish, we go in que up 2 take dinner....
then suddenly i felt very head-ache n i cant take a lot of food.......
then we go up 2 the balcony 'open spac' again.....
this time oni ppl that is joanne lim, anthea n me.....
we take any funny pic.....
while er ku n aunty they all r playing bingo........
then we going back at 8 sumthing.......
after that er ku bring me 2 eat hokkien mee at raja uda....
so full!!!!
it is a wonderful day.......

christmas is coming soon.......

hey guys.....
christmas is coming soon.....
let us sing a song the nite b4 christmas that is "SILENT NIGHT"
i think everybody noe this song gua......
if don noe....
here is the lyrics.......

silent night! holy night!
all is calm, all is bringht!
round yon virgin mother and child!
holy infant, so tender and mild!
sleep in heavenly peace,
sleep in heavenly peace.

silent night!holy night!
shepherds quake at the sight!
glories stream from heaven afar,
heav'nly hosts sing alleluia;
christ the savior is born!
christ the savior is born!

silent night! holy night!
son of god, loves pure light
radiantbeams from thy holy face,
with the dawn of redeaming grace,
jesus, lord, at thy birth,
jesus, lord, at thy birth.

烦......

我不知道因该接受他吗??
其实我觉得他是爱我的，可是那有可能认识几天吧了就爱上我了啊.......
真的不知道怎样做......
很烦......
不知道要接受吗......
我不想让他失望........

笑话！！

speedate 有一个人发信息给我.......
这就是我们谈得......

.... : hey angel i will like to be ur....
我 : huh?? wat u mean by....??
.... : i wan to have a date with u... if u willing....
我 : huh?? u din c me b4 wor..... how can u......
.... :lets we meet and...... i saw ur pic u looks so cute n........
我 :huh?? i am cute?? haha....the most funny joke i ever hear...... its too far if we wanna meet....
lets b fren ok......
.... :ermmm.......i have to go now....... if u wan we chat continue by sms.... my no is0196148471
我 : byebye

好笑吧......
我也不知道他在想些什么........
我们有说过几句话啦......
那也是几个月前的啊.....
可是不知道为什么突然这样跟我说......
真的很好笑.......
也很奇怪......
世界很多不同的人.......

fucker life.....

wat the fuck all idiots in this world!!!
everytime oso u play computer.....
i say i play 11 oclock....but u watch the movie until 11.05.....
nvm....
i say after i bath i wan play liao.....
then when i come out u still watching....
i think its going 2 finich so i wait lo.......
idiot i wait until 11.45 adi sumore still watching.......
tell u i wan play liao u sumore angry......
if don wan let me shout better use ur brain 2 think la.....
whole afternoon use liao nite sumore wan use.....
go die la.......
cibai leh.....
KK la!!!!
fuck!!!!
let me very very TL!!!

christmas......

on the day b4 christmas that is 24 december, my dad decided 2 have a party......
actually i am not interested in that party.....
then i just keep quiet......
my dad wants 2 do this party is bcoz of me oso.....
coz b4 holiday hui mann ask me got do party ma??
then i say go back ask my dad 1st.......
then when i go home ask my dad then he say ok lo......
then he just decided that moment.....
i think he was just kidding......
but i don noe it was real.....
i din even tell hui mann they all......
suddenly on the 1st day of december my dad ask me "how many ppl wan come on christmas?"....
then i wan suprised....
cos i din tell my frens anything......
then i anwer my dad "no 1 come"......
then my dad say "ur fren not ask u got celebrate meh"??
i say "yes.... i think u was kidding that day.....so i din tell my fren lo"......
then my dad say"nvm la"......
let the party go on......


after a few days.......
my mum ask me "y u don wan invite ur fren leh?".......
then i say "i don noe they can come or no"!!.....
then my mum say "ask charmaine, peiyong,qian hui, michelle they all come la"........
i say "ok lo.... i try 2 invite them n c"......


on msn......
i ask them adi........
charmaine say she wan go church........
peiyong say scared no fren.......
michelle say i think cannot.......
then i really feel dissapointed......
3 of them r the only fren i can talk well.....
i don like 2 talk other de......
coz not fun.....
they cant come ok lo.......
just eat n play swing lo.......
talk wit jia ming gege they all lo.......
juz celebrate a simple christmas lo.......
1 year once oso cannot......
hop can c the 1 i hop 2 c appear on that day.....

my moody feeling.......

erm.....
i feel very free when i am talking wit boyz.....
coz they r frenly....
not like girl......
but some no la......
but i more like 2 talk wit boyz....
coz they like 2 joke so much.....
i feel very happy when talk wit them.....

fucker!!!

wat the fuck!!!
ask me 2 open cek sumore scold scold scold!!!!
say so easy open urself la......
my mood very good let u made until mad!!!!!
fuck la......
next time no more help from me!!!
go eat shit la......
idiot brother!!!!
hate u!!!!
not my brother!!!
i think not my real brother even treat me better than u......
cibai la!!!!!
u wan fuck ppl, ppl oso don wan let u fuck!!!!

frens 4ever......

my best fren peiyong n celine.....
both of them r very rich.....
but i am very poor.....
both of them so pretty.....
but i am so ugly......
huhuhu.......
everything oso i lose de......
y nth that i can win them de??
yes.....
somthing i can win them......
my breast!!!!
haha......
here r our pic.......

happy........

stay at ah ma house is happy n freedom.....
but when i come back i feel more happy......
very very happy.....
i think is bcoz i miss them very much......
especially my maid.......
they were very funny......
i like 2 talk wit them.......

happy.......

feel very happy lo.......
don noe y??
just feel as happy as over the moon........
i think is bcoz of i can hear song gua.........
but a bit boring......
as well as i can sing song........
my lucky star shines upon me.......

讨厌!!!!!

我最讨厌的事是生病.........
可是生病了.......
可是没什么事.......
只是吃不下.......
脸白白的.......
人家看见也会吓跑.......
不是很白啦.......
人家做我害羞我的脸就会红了........
就这样......
心疼.......

我的衣服........

买新衣了.......
可是有些穿过了.......
不能等到新年才穿了........
有些是last year 的........
可是穿一两次而已.......
要看吗????
我太无聊了.......
所以拍下我的衣服......

无聊把........

睡不着......

不知道为什么昨晚我睡不着.......
最后也睡了........
起床时, 我就座一下.......
然后去冲凉.........
就跟妈妈和姐姐一起吃饭......
后果吃不完........
我妈妈就讲不要吃就不用吃啦.......
我吃!!!!!
然后我就看他们吃咯.......
可是都不会饿........
不知道是不是因为你........

我的幸福没了......

今天起我不敢面对两个人.........
我不能说出他们的名........
可是因该有人会知道哪两个人是谁.......
我不知道该怎么做.......
我想要放弃........
可是我做不到.......
对不起.......

fren!!!

all smk convent butterworth frens......
i so miss u all......
hop 2 go back 2 skul......
huhu......
long time no c le.......
so sad.......
so boring at home.......
had a boring holiday.......

grandma house.......

huhuhuhu......
i stay at grandma house since sunday night......
sunday night i sleep 3 hours oni.......(12.35-3.30)
huhuhu.....
so sleepy lo......
then monday ah ma change bed for me.......
but at night i ask mummy 2 come fetch me go home......
i scared le......
then mummy come le.....
but ah ma refuse 2 let me go home.....
then i stay 1 more night......
but that night i can sleep le......
i sleep from 11.30 until 8.05
so late hor.....
but at home is very early......
extremely early........
then ah ma ask me 2 stay until friday.....
huhuhuhuhu.....
i don wan......
so boring.......
i wan go home but cannot......
haiz.....
just stay until friday lo......
but luckilygot mandy here.....
if no i will die.......

2 charmaine.....

charmaine.....
holidays le.....
how r u????
good ma????
y u always did not on9????
the last day of skul oso cannot see u.....
really miss u so much......
got ppl bully u ma???
really hop u may b my sis......
if u r my sis no 1 will bully u again.....
i will protect u......
hop u may reply me when u see this massage....

holiday.....

holiday is happy for me....
but when it's time, i fell unhappy.......
bcoz i am vry boring at home.......
i am waiting for u 2 on9......
but u din on9......
it's ok la......
coz although u on9 oso won't reply me......
i decided something.......
is 2 forget u.......
start all again......
have a new life without u........
hop u may forget me too....
n don't angry me.......
this is the best choice for us.......

放假了

放假咯.....
好开心哦....
可以relax了......
我很想跟你一起在网上聊天.....
很久没在网上聊天了.......
真的很想你......

childish world.....

waa....
at last exam over liao.....
so happy lo....
friday we really really really very childish......
play like a primary skul student......
i push u...u push me.....
very pity me lo....
i am in the middle of qian hui n michelle.....
aahhh.....
my ‘山’......
very pain.....
i hop we will play like tis 4ever......
although ppl say we r childish, but its ok if we feel happy......
hop my life will just happy as that everyday.......

hui shin n hui mann

2day i go econsave......
i met hui shin, hui rou n hui xuan....
when hui shin saw me she was like a crazy girl byebye wit me there....
then she ask me got go sunway ma....
then i say got lo....
she say she oso wan 2 go...
but no1 fetch.....
i say i fetch wan ma.....
she say wan....
but not yet ask her father......
haizz...
hui shin arrr....
ask parents b4 did something so that ur parents may trust u.....


then after that when i was the way 2 the car park....
i met hui mann....
then she ask me where is hui shin....
then i tell her lo....
she sumore ask me 2 see her blog....
but when i go see nothing was published....
hui mann arrr....
y u so dump???
haizzz.....
sory oo....

hui mann

今天我帮hui mann 做blog.....
做好了就跟他说....
可是他告诉我一件好笑的事....
那就是....

hui mann: i don't know how 2 do la
me: wan me help u ma??
hui mann: a.....
me: wan me help u ma
hui man:wan
me: send me wat u wan 2 say...
hui mann: （didnot reply)

真奇怪.....

原谅我一次

希望我做的每件事你都会原谅......
我做的每件事都有苦衷的.....
希望你能原谅我....
有机会才解释给你听.....

tO P[3]1 yO[n]G

Ya i think wat u say is rite.....
just need 2 cool down n not 2 think so much....
u r a very kind thinking girl....
i think u will happy 4ever.....
tq for telling me all those things...
i think u r rite.....

不想危难你!!!!

sharmaine 如果你不想做中间人就不用做咯.....
老实说其实我看你也很可怜的.....
可是不是我危难你哦....
是他们哦.....
你跟他们讲话，玩什么我都不管....
他们却说你下课后不是人....
我真的无所谓有几个朋友的....
我朋友多的不得了....
可是我很久没跟他们联络了....
你自己做决定咯.....
难道我跟你已经是4年朋友也比不上一年也没到的人吗????
希望你不会让我失望.......
我知道你本人想要什么.....
你想要朋友们珍惜你....
希望朋友们会喜欢你.....
为了不想朋友生气你，什么都让给朋友.....
这就是你想法对吗????

hair

my hair is normal n easily handle.....
but y all those idiot teacher keep asking me 2 pin it up or cut.....
my hair isn't fasion or wat.....
juz 2 cover my face so that my face don look so big.....
that oso cannot.......
fuck off all idiot!!!!

我幸福吗？？？

我黄玮璇幸福吗???
可以说我每天都开心......
可是如果伤心时就有一种不会说的痛在心里.....
家人有时对我好，有时骂我根本没想到我感受....
可是我有一个很疼我的爸爸....
我就像她宝贝一样....
可是有时后他根本不知道我想要什么....
我需要真爱而不是疼我而已.....
你们知道吗???
为什么你们都好像不喜欢我的唇在!!!

stupid rules

many kind of rules in this world.....
just like that......
cannot....cannot!!!!!!
this cannot that cannot....
i oso don noe y many kind of rules in this world.....
school is oso the same....
every wednesday we need 2 wear uniform 2 school...[kokurikulum uniform]
i am from BSMM n i usually wear t-shirt n school track.....
but don noe which idiot make this rule that cannot wear t-shirt....
must wear full uniform!!!!!
just as i say just now this cannot that cannot!!!!!
all idiot monkey in this world.....
fuck off!!!!

again n again.....

today we wear same shirt again....
y we always wear same shirt????
we noe wat each other thinking about???
hop that 2.....
fate...fate....fate.....

same colour shirt

something so funny that is i wear same shirt wit u.....
haha u copy me or i copy u leh???
haizz...
anything this is called fate.....
miss u.....

你真的不想知道我去那里吗？？？

你真的不想知道星期六我去那里吗...
你真的不想知道吗???
你不想知道我也不说.....
如果你想知道就看下面.....
那里有写.....
这就是我告诉你的那首歌....
好听吗????
希望你每天都开心.....

生气!!!!!

今天我很生气.....
他明明说要上网，可是到最后都没看到他上网.....
害死我一直等等到妈妈骂我 “你开几久了...还不要关啊”.....
还说以后再这样不用元电脑了啦......
我就很生气......
如果不能上网就讲啦....
害我被骂!!!!
那就算了....
还害我好像笨婆在那边等!!!!!
我恨你....

Sharmaine生日

佩蓉今天来我家......
好开心哦，有人被我......
然后哥哥载我去sunway.........




今天10月17日（星期六）sharmaine 生日....他请：
我，佩蓉，jestina, christina, jae ian, kelvin, 和他补习朋友一起去sunway....
虽然少人，可是我们也很开心因为没有人管我们做什么.....
有些人很喜欢做decision....
好彩那个人没去......
我觉得他因该知道我在讲他吧....
我不是在讲他的坏话哦....
我是在光明正大的讲....
我也不怕他知道我在讲他....
因为他是我的朋友我希望他会改过.....
因该没做错事吧.....
我们去看戏，打ting-ting 然后去shopping.....
真的很开心....
可是有一点闷.....
因为少人.....
我们玩到七点多才回....
我妈妈来载我回....
我上车被妈妈骂因为忘记那礼物给sharmaine....
好伤心哦...
so pity we forget 2 take pic....
haizzz...........
so sad..........

哥哥朋友

我哥哥朋友真奇怪....
他们讲话也很奇怪......
他们很喜欢讲我的咯......
讨厌!!!!

朋友

其实我有很多朋友.....
大多人都希望有很多朋友，能一起玩，讲话...
可是我一点都不想.....
因为很多事.....
讨厌!!!!!!

伤心的痛苦

很伤心.......
说不出的伤心........
为什么呢????都是应为我的朋友把........
为何呢???
也不知道.......

朋友生日

昨晚我去了朋友birthday party....我真的很爽......本来我没去的，可是慧欣一直叫我去.....最后我就去咯.....charmaine wear so sexy......也遇到很多studio的人...他们很open....他们都很厉害跳舞....我的心情真的很好....我很想跟他们多学习....可是没机会了....家人都不给去学.....就算给也没人载啊.....Hazel十点多才来....她来得时我和慧欣真的很high......不知道为什么....十一点多很多人都回了.... Ee Sen 要拍我和hui mann 的照片....那我们就给她拍啊.....可是突然有很多camera.....看了这个camera又看还一个....可是不是很多啦......三个而已......hui mann 的男朋友就是jasmine yeoh 的哥哥真的很帅.....很像潘伟柏....现在我要感谢慧欣因为叫我去...... 这是我们的照片

happy n sad bcoz of pp

i am very happy coz that people got talk wit me.....
but i felt very sad bcoz i treat him so bad, but he treat me so good......

心情

我觉得好多了！！
没烦恼了！！
有点开心。。。
也有点伤心。。。
我没事了！！！
只要笑就行了。。
每个笑容都很完美！！

nothing can do... Just sad

actually i am very sad...
no choice...
can't make....happy so just end that!!!
hope that may make me wake up n won't repeat that again!!!
although i am sad but happy because all my problem solved!!

为什么天要这样对我

为何每次都是我受苦呢？？？天啊我做错了什么？？？为什么要这样对我？？？我真的很累，伤心，痛苦。。。我真的很后悔做错的事。。。

realize wat have done

very sad....really dun hop all these happen....if noe earlier, i won't start all these!!!

help me!!!

i hop 2 do my blog like peiyong's...any1 can help me ma??? pls...peiyong help me!!!i won't talk about that idiot on blog again...it's useless 2 talk about her!!!

first time in blog

y everything must end like tis???i hope i can start tis live again... but i feel it's fate...if i start tis live again,it will be even worse than tis!!!i think i must face tis fate...let all those pass away and forget all that...forget all those bad memories n remember all good memories...memories changes everday!!!these r all the fate in my live!!!